I keep thinking to myself that “I’d rather be doing this with Jen.” I was sitting here just now, watching television by myself, being a little silly, and her face when she laughs, the sound of that laughter, occurred to me. Just played lightly across the surface of my mind. It felt good.
I hardly know her, though I’ve known her for years. She’s thousands of miles away, but closer to me than Sara in more ways than physically.