There is too much pressure to write right now. Too many eyes with too much expectation.
Author: Teel
Author, artist, romantic, insomniac, exorcist, creative visionary, lover, and all-around-crazy-person.
I didn’t find any Banana Bread
I did get to spend some time with Sara, though. That was nice.
Sometimes I think it would have been nice to spend some time with her over the course of the last four years.
I believe that it is not my specific actions that I regret as much as my attitude and disposition over the years.
My regret is overshadowed by my hope. I know there is a giant, unknown future laid out ahead of me, and I have hope for it.
No amount of considering and reconsidering the past will change it. Only actions and decisions made in the present can change things.
Things I had a craving for last night
Things I had a craving for last night:
Fresh Baked Banana Bread
Graham Crackers
Captain Crunch
Sara Poe
This is comfortable
I feel very comfortable posting here. I often feel like I’m rambling or that I don’t make sense, but I always feel like it’s okay here.
The Truman Show
How’s it going to end?
So, I’m watching the Truman Show. Some of you know that since years before this movie was made I have said that I suspect that I am part of a big conspiracy very much like the one described in the Truman Show. I like the idea of it. It helps make some of the things that happen in my life, the way the world works, make a little more sense. If there’s some writer or director or huge production staff out there making decisions about who I’m allowed to spend my time with and where I’m allowed to go, then any difficulties I’ve had … finding a place to live or finding the girl I loved and lost … are related to someone else’s decisions or production difficulties.