I did get to spend some time with Sara, though. That was nice.
Sometimes I think it would have been nice to spend some time with her over the course of the last four years.
I believe that it is not my specific actions that I regret as much as my attitude and disposition over the years.
My regret is overshadowed by my hope. I know there is a giant, unknown future laid out ahead of me, and I have hope for it.
No amount of considering and reconsidering the past will change it. Only actions and decisions made in the present can change things.
I am saying things I already know. Perhaps in the hope that the noise of my own voice will distract me from what is really on my mind.