I am in a sort of … protracted battle.
I am so…
I can feel stress as the chemicals it leaves behind, eating me alive from the inside. I can feel this… There’s exhaustion, a burning, a sort of chemical burning in all my muscles and blood vessels and as a waiting charge of shocking sensation just under my skin that jostles me greatly at the slightest touch.
I’ve just seen a promo for a documentary about a woman who has hugged over 26 million people worldwide. I fully expect that if I hugged even 26 people right now, I might not survive the shock.
I am experiencing so much stress, anxiety, tension, that it is physically painful to be alive.