I believed it all. I
believed everything. I…
I thought she really loved
me, that she would leave
him and end up with me.
I thought I had a chance.
I thought… I actually believed
that yes meant yes and that
actions could be believed…
I feel sick.
I believed everything I said
and I believed everything she
said and I fell for all of it.
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This. now. this is wrong.
Am I strong enough to
do what is wrong?
Be patient. Don’t do anything rash.
you keep saying that.
why?
Have we done anything rash?
not that I know if…
except … well, after she left
me Saturday, maybe she did.
but being together wasn’t rash.
