Journal – Page 52 – Teel McClanahan

I want a burrito

I am want burrito. Where Taco Bell?

Not close enough!

Damn Taco Bell. Damn to Hell.

There is too much pressure to write right now. Too many eyes with too much expectation.

I did get to spend some time with Sara, though. That was nice.

Sometimes I think it would have been nice to spend some time with her over the course of the last four years.

I believe that it is not my specific actions that I regret as much as my attitude and disposition over the years.

My regret is overshadowed by my hope. I know there is a giant, unknown future laid out ahead of me, and I have hope for it.

No amount of considering and reconsidering the past will change it. Only actions and decisions made in the present can change things.

Things I had a craving for last night:

Fresh Baked Banana Bread

Graham Crackers

Captain Crunch

Sara Poe

I feel very comfortable posting here. I often feel like I’m rambling or that I don’t make sense, but I always feel like it’s okay here.